"I don't care if you're not doing anything! Get out!" he argued. It always made him feel vaguely sick, knowing Sephiroth could manipulate his mind like that, just knowing he was on the verge of it even if he didn't.
His touch did repel him. That part wasn't feigned. But Sephiroth was taking away his coping mechanism of ignoring, pushing it away and trying not to feel, because it was so much worse to be forced to pay attention to the way unwanted touches felt on his skin.
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Date: 2011-07-12 05:24 am (UTC)His touch did repel him. That part wasn't feigned. But Sephiroth was taking away his coping mechanism of ignoring, pushing it away and trying not to feel, because it was so much worse to be forced to pay attention to the way unwanted touches felt on his skin.