Time of Transition

[giftsofglory]

He made no move to return Mello to his room when morning came. In fact, a good week later there was still no move being made to that extent, and on that morning, when Mello woke it was to the now usual configuration of Sephiroth being wound around him, pinning his hands. This time, however, the act was accompanied by the silver haired man actually being asleep still.

Not to say they hadn't been spending all their time together, but Mello hadn't had the chance to see him asleep until then, him holding out for the blond to sleep and then rising before he could.

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[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

His voice was genuinely gentle. "I'm not Nakago and I never will be."

[gunsandchocolate]

Finally realizing, Mello pushed at his shoulder weakly with the arm that didn't not-hurt as much. "Go away."

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

"No." He stroked his cheek. "You know I won't go away. I won't let you think me someone else."

[gunsandchocolate]

Mello turned his head away, closing his eyes again, though a few tears escaped.

"Make it hurt," he whispered. "I don't like this..."

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

"I won't." He kissed high on his cheekbone. "You were hurting yourself more."

[gunsandchocolate]

"I don't care. This is wrong. I don't like it," he repeated numbly, shuddering, still breathing harshly.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

"Why? I didn't even ask you to kiss me back today Mello."

[gunsandchocolate]

"I didn't realize..." he started, then broke off. It sounded stupid, but he barely understood that even now, still only half-coherent.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

He hummed, then leaned down to kiss him again, brushing his lips over the blond's.

[gunsandchocolate]

This time, Mello didn't react. He didn't struggle, as he might have earlier, didn't even try to clench his jaw closed. He simply did... nothing. There was no movement or even indication he felt Sephiroth.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

He lifted off the kiss, fingertips of so gently moving to rest over the bandages. "Do you feel that?"

[gunsandchocolate]

Mello's only reaction was to turn his head, staring up at Sephiroth blankly. It throbbed with what should have been pain but felt disturbingly nice instead, but not from Sephiroth's touch; that was too gentle.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

He sighed softly, sliding the hand on his chest sideways to carefully, but firmly, press over the burns of his torso.

[gunsandchocolate]

That garnered a reaction, finally.

Mello's eyes widened and he gasped, arching suddenly at the sudden surge of what could only be described as pleasure making him shudder and pant loudly. It tingled down his spine, pooling between his legs, dangerously close to being extremely arousing.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

He didn't pull his hand away, but he did murmur into his ear. "My detective, that should have you -screaming-."

[gunsandchocolate]

He was writhing weakly as it was, but not to get away. Gasping for air, Mello whimpered plaintively, flushed and sweating almost in moments. It felt overwhelmingly good in a way that was utterly unnatural, but still a stress to his confused body, and he cried out softly, a sound far more erotic than pained.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

He pulled his hand away from the wound, pressing down on his chest gently to pin him back to the bed. "So no, I won't turn it back." He leaned down to kiss him again with a soft purr.

[gunsandchocolate]

Mello sagged back against the bed, panting heavily. He'd given up resisting again, yielding easily to the kiss and returning it with weak desperation. His mind was blank and his body was humming and quivering with sensation. He didn't know what to do, moaning softly into Sephiroth's mouth.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

That was more than good enough, deepening the kiss this time, not keeping it gentle as he had the first.

[gunsandchocolate]

He would find nothing in his way. Mello's lips parted easily, tongue gently stroking against Sephiroth's for a moment before that too yielded completely. He was still, letting himself be kissed in a daze.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

He purred lowly, thoroughly exploring the blond's mouth and kneading the undamaged skin of his belly, fingers wandering downward.

[gunsandchocolate]

Mello breathed through his nose, perhaps a bit too quickly, eyes half-shut. His body arched slightly into Sephiroth's wandering hands, skin warm.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

He finally pulled off the kiss, nuzzling his temple as his hand slid down further, cupping the blond's erection. "You're all worked up."

[gunsandchocolate]

Flinching slightly, he then rocked his hips up into that hand slowly, and Mello let his head loll closer to Sephiroth's, seeking warmth.

"I..." He didn't know what to say or how to speak, not really. It was Sephiroth's fault. His eyes closed and Mello shivered, licking his lips.

[giftsofglory.livejournal.com]

He shifted Mello around, tucking the blond against his chest so he could use one hand to keep him still as the other stroked him, "It's alright."