King of all the Toys

To be honest, after the first attempt to quell reaction (he couldn't quiet ignore it, thanks to Sephiroth, but he could fight it), things were surprisingly easier. He got used to the sensation. It didn't feel badly, but arousal was rarely an entirely physical occurrence, and he simply kept his mind from straying there, slowly listing things in his head of the ways in which Sephiroth had wronged him. Those first few weeks still made his stomach turn. Hardly arousing material.